An Array of Thoughts

Today seemed to be 'question' day! I have like a million questions running through my head.

1. How should I move ahead?
2. How can I make things seem a tad better?
3. Does making things better entail self-sacrifice?
4. What is self-sacrifice?
5. Is it still self-sacrifice if I am doing what I love?
6. What lies ahead?
7. What would happen to those left behind?
8. Would the world seem a tad clearer the other part of the world?
9. Can I survive alone?
10. What if it doesn't work the way I think?
11. How can I make it happen?
12. Am I forcing it?
13. Would they be ready?
14. When would they be ready?
15. Will one be ever ready?
16. Is it worth the risk?
17. Am I ready to take the risk?
18. Will I disappoint anyone?
19. Does anyone even care?
20. Would you care?
21. Will things ever be the same again?
22. Have you changed?
23. Do I like you better now?
24. Why have things changed?
25. Has it all been suppressed?
26. Why has it re-surfaced?
27. What have I done?
28. Why am I having such thoughts again?
29. How can I suppress everything?
30. Can memories be deleted?
31. Can I disappear?
32. Should I disappear?
33. Would you even bother?
34. What support would you give me?
35. Would it make things smoother for me?
36. Would I be able to survive from this?

Headache...headache...

Reflection

Recently, I have been thinking. Should I remain status quo or should I move on? Isn't life always about moving on? If so, why have I been stagnant for the last 9 years. Why didn't the 7-year-itch strike me?

Hmmm...